love you better
June 12, 2007
Today I am over at Parenting, like I will be every Tuesday.
There are times when I look around at my kids playing and I am suddenly seized by panic so great that there are no words to describe it. It literally takes my breath away.
A panic that says, “You do not deserve all of this.”
A panic that says, “You can not possibly sustain all of this good luck you have. It will have to end.”
And I look at my children as my heart squeezes tighter than I could imagine. And I think, “Oh please don’t let something happen to one of them. I could not live without one of them.”
So click on over if you’d like. There are four other bloggers over there, some you may know some may be new to you, who are worth the read.
As for me, I am going to the dermatologist this morning to have a “suspicious mole” checked out. I made the appointment about 4 months ago. I am not particularly worried, even though I am a white girl who slathered her skin with baby oil and laid outside on a reflective tin foil-esque sheet to maximize the baking in the summer sun. Like a French fry.
Update: Turns out the “suspicious mole” is a cyst. It is in my hairline so I couldn’t really see it to Dr Google my own diagnosis, which you know is probably for the best.
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